to back out? i was so excited for girls camp, up until now. it's here. in less than 6 hours, i will leave my husband and kids, for 5 days. the thought of it makes me sick. i've been stressed about it all week, and now it's here. i can't sleep. the bags are packed, the "daily schedule" has been distributed to those helping with my kids, the laundry is done, the sink is empty. what else is there to do to keep my mind from wondering "what if?" i'm sure once i'm gone i'll be fine (i hope my cell phone gets reception)...i just can't handle the thought right now. this might be the "controlling" side of me. i will miss my family, my bed, my "routine," my daily phone calls, my daily cvs runs. but a huge thank you to all of you that will be helping with my kids this week. i do hope they are on their best behavior. i asked parker, if he was "ok?" he laughed. i know he can handle it, and tony will be his roomie for the next few days (i owe you tony!).
the hand-outs "pillow talk" for my 4th year girls!
the hand-outs "pillow talk" for my 4th year girls!
